Soon the next platform will infinetly be kicked from all of my devices, and this time it hits Discord. So what happend?

Discords plans (or more accuratly - already rolls out) an new setting : "Teen-by-Default". Their shitty attempt on violating privacy rights by wrapping it in "security". Effectively, they want access to your facial-biometric data or government ID, "sometimes both". Aka if you fit inside an group that some people dislike, then they tax you double. And why? Because some awefull parents can't keep watch over their shit and want to eliminate privacy and annonymity on the web.

"BuT wHaT aBoUt ThE cHiLdReN?" - If you need an platform (or heck, the government) to step in watching your goddamn children, then you're the problem, not the web. After all, you placed them into this world, not me, so naturally I shouldn't be taxed on my interactions just because you did an quicky one time and forgot the consequences. Now they're here you try to blame it on all others, just so you don't need to accept that you now have responsibility.

And dont get my started on the whole "but porn" thing. Why does this content even fucking exist on discord? It shoudln't be there. Not because you shoudln't express yourself, but rather because discord is just.... not the right place if you want to express yourself. They have an history of badmouthing anyone that thinks different than them. Generally I would advice anyone with an soul to stay tf away from discord, but thats an whole other can of worms.

At the end, I will delete discord and this shit will just keep growing, like the cancerous cell it is. And it will not find it's demise, nor will it better itself, regardless how "save" they try to apear and still doing & encourining shitty and inhuman behaviour. Nothing will change; and as long as companies like Roblox can get away with documented child abuse and nobody even bet's an eye, discord too will just keep growing and getting worse. That's sadly the reality of bigtech today.

Source: brainmade.org

AI nowadays is virtually everywhere; What started with an mathmatical-nerdy gimmick now runs rampant in code-editors and IDEs, defaces art in both still and moving variants (according to some, others find it to be the coolest stuff after the invention of RGB ram heatsinks), and even whole forum posts or things like this, good ol' blogposts are "re-invented" with silicon city's new toy.

As such, I somhow needed to convey that this blog is humanmade, or in other words: with brainzzz! All you will ever read on this blog is typed out, by hand, by one of your fellow human beings. Might I sometimes write about AI in an mathematical-technical context, like how neurons work, back-propagation or algorithm to detect local minimums? Maybe, if I find the time, energy and brainzzzz to understand and do it. Am I sometimes use an AI to get stuff done that would otherwise be a 2-hour google search for some random ass joomla bug I need to deal with on my day-job? Yes ofc; after all who wants to waste their time with broing stuff when they can have time to tinker on an rust-rasterizer, figuring out how to host some random softwares and build an programminglanguage form scratch?

My stance is this: AI is a tool, ment to aid in our day-to-day lives, not to uterlly dominate it and controll us to the point where the stuff humans want to do (like art, creative work and so on). And this is how this blog is gonna work: I write stuff that flies into my brain and you, fellow human being, can read it with your own brain! No AI involved in all of it! Totally, organically brain made !

So yeah... enjoy my random rambling about stuff I encounter, stuff I'm building out of some papertowels and glue in a backyard and just other random stuff I could thing of ( I.e. trying to osdev on an early 2000th machine with an ATI Rage 128.... but thats a post for another time ;3 ). Enough for now, I wish you an amazing day and all of the worlds fortune in your future travels through the interwebs!!

A year or so ago I created an Google Play Console Developer Account (what a mouthfull of words), primarily to get aquainted with the interface and learn something about how App publishing works in the google Ecosystem. I hadn't one singular Idea for starting with it (it was rather an whole truckload of them!), but I still learned a lot about what requirements Google has, what options you have and much more.

Sadly, one thing lead to another and I wasn't able to fully publish any App in said year, due to a variety of factors, including some private ones. (I also blame my brain for just having to many damn interresting ideas to pursue!), and you might think thats not big of a deal right? After all, I already paid google 25 bucks to even get access to the interface, so there shouldn't be any problems right? We're talking here about google after all, they cant just "run out of space" to store a tiny profile with only a small demo App-Entry (which I only created to see what options are inside, which was the whole goal of even starting this early with this after all). But nope, my Account just got deleted (or "closed" if you want to use google's terms) today.

Thats something I've never experienced before; be it Ko-fi, Patreon or Opencollective (or really any other platform); they usually let you keep your account dormant as long as you want, and they didn't even get paid for it in the first place. But no - the all-mighty google, which processes exabytes of data per week, has a damn problem with "inactive accounts". (Maybe not exabytes but you get the point)

Even after reading the help article about it (and also the one to "help" you not let it get this far), I dont even know how I (or anyone really) could prevent such shit happening with their account. You might say that I maybe havn't logged into said Account in a while, but I just used it today so that coudln't be it. No, its far simpler (and dummer): They expect you to have atleast over 1000 Downloads on an App, and to Update your Apps on a "regular basis" (whatever that means). Yes there is also a rule about not login in in 180 days, but we know that can't prevent this bc I just used the Account today and even installed their android app to "proof" I have an Android device (which is new, they didn't asked me for it in the past). Still, my Account got closed (or suspended or whatever you wanna call this).

This is such a arbitray ruleing which dosn't benefit anyone; like I said, google has space for days, and I even proofed some legibility since I paid them and havn't charged back anything. And the best part: When I opened the dashboard of my demo-app entry I created in the past, it even noted I couln't update or get it started publishing since I had "problems with my Account". No shit sherlock! But how am I gonna fix these problems if you dont let me do the things that would fix them!?!?

I'm just tired of this. No other company does this bs (although I can't speak for Apple really since I don't own Apple devices and aparently you need one to even get started with publishing for their Store, but thats another can of worms). And I dont even know if I'm willing to open an support ticket at google to get my Account back. What I get from this is that google dosn't want you. I'm rather considering to exclusively publish on F-Droid (which I originally intended to do parallel to Google), since the majority of my software is opensource anyway.

At the end I'm just angry, sad and tired of this hostile behaviour of platforms against the creators that litterally hold up them, and is the reason why they make money in the first place.

Bluesky (and the at protocol) are a (relatively) newly way of decentralized communication, where users are free to choose who holds/provides their data to the network, in adition to custom data-munchers often called "feeds". But in it's default way of usage still relies on a centralized service, plc.directory which provides identities for the network. This guide not only describes how you can host your own data storage (called a Personal Data Server in bluesky / atproto), but also how to completly decentralize your identity as well!

After watching the amazing video from Sebastian Lague over on youtube, I decided to finally implement my own Rasterizer instead of "just" using OpenGL to better understand the fundamentals on how pixels come to live; and ofc so I might one day run Doom on a custom Kernel/OS without the need of reimplementing any graphiccard drivers directly!

Im currently in the first stages to implement my first ever lisp. And like every good lispy language, closures are a realy important part of the language and it's versatility. And as I choose to implement my lisp for the time being without any fancy tracing gc, only with good old ARC (Atomic reference counted), there arise some serious problems when trying to implement colsures.

Currently, the lapyst language works like the following:

1. Lex and parse the sourcecode into an AST
2. Enhance the AST via scope information and interfered types for (nearly) each node
3. Walk the AST to generate LLVM IR
4. Let LLVM do it's magic, with some LLD sprinkled in so we get a fully linked result
5. Profit!

The problem with this is the second and third steps; not only store we some non-sourcecode related informations inside the AST, but we face problems when we want to transform the AST, being it inefficenties in the AST creation or be it simple loosing the ability to reason about the AST.

I finally took this problem head on in an attempt to finally solve it, and thats what I want to write today about.

Some thing that frustates me about react is that every single tutorial out there just executes some script (i.e. create-react-app or CRA for short) that generates a bunch of files and everything it does under the hood isn't reallly explained. Also i feel it's the begin of the bloat that comes with many of the available javascriptframeworks out there. So today lets look at a simple project bootstrap without CRA!

The windows symbol-store; a technology so simple, yet there are nearly no sources how the store actually work. So let's get started!